12.5.12

A new low

I have always thought that I am smart and that is probably my cause of failure. Even after being through so many exams, the stress still gets to me. Maybe I was blaming on the stress or maybe I wasn't, but I really thought it was the end for me.

Never in my exam life had I not able to solve even a single question. Of course, in the course of life, this may be something trivial. However, at this stage, I had dreams and these dreams just disappeared.

Suicidal thoughts did enter my mind, but that would be irresponsible of me.

Perhaps, I will never live up to people's expectations.
Perhaps, I don't really need to care anymore and be free of such chains.
Perhaps, this will charter a new course in my life.
For time will only move forward.

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